Uncle Died

[hyliakitty]

I'm so sorry for my long absent! My uncle died and I went into a depression and I am just now coming back into reality. I still might be on and off though because my sister(DragonFlare) has also went into a depression and she is not doing so great. I just wanted to tell you guys that and I'm sorry for not saying this earlier..

["cosmos"]

i feel for you. my grandfather died in front of me and i couldn't sort my feelings and didn't get a chance to because of what happened shortly after.
i'm here to try to help, and i think Ginger may have some help too.

[hyliakitty]

Here is all thats going on:

Ok i'm having trouble with my life. So I will probably be gone most of the time!! Here are the things that are happening:

Uncle: My uncle Ricky died. It was a big shock for me cause he is the first person that has died with me old enough to understand. I went into a depression and I am just now coming back into reality..

School: School is making everything worse. Especially the homework! I keep forgetting to bring it and I forget to do it! Basically all the teachers at my school are snapping at me because apparently I'm not paying attention or I'm playing with my pencil in class or something.

Friend: I lost one of my best friend and I'm not handling that to well. We got into a fight and I said the wrong thing and she left me..

Aunt: Me and my Aunt Wanda got into a fight and she isnt wanting to talk to me. She keeps my little brother at her house and so apparently my little 2 year old brother cant go near me. It makes me so mad! I love Jamie more then almost anything! She's not being fair...She hates me...She thinks I hate her but look at how she treats me!!

Sister: My sister has also gone into a depression and she isnt making any progress of coming back to us. I mean she isnt eating or drinking or talking. She just sits there staring at the wall all day. I'm trying my best to keep her from going to the hospital but I'm not really making any progress.

Crush: I have a new crush at school, his name is Steven, and whats making it bad is I keep wanting to tell him I like him. But I'm afraid he would reject me. Its making it hard on me cause I'm keeping my feelings in and I'm not good with this kind of stuff...

Frisbee: Frisbee is someone that likes me. You can tell he likes me by the way he is always staring at me. I like him but as a friend. He's really sweet and gentle but I like Steven..

Talk: I have literally NO ONE to talk to! This is why I went into a depression. My family doesnt understand me and I barely have any friends to talk to and I cant go to my Amber's house when I really need to. Apparently no one is seeing how I desperatley need someone to talk to..

As you can see I'm having BIG problems so I'm going to be absent a lot. Just wanted to tell you and I'm sorry I didnt tell you earlier.

Thank you for reading this and I hope you understand what I'm going through this is really hard on me..

["cosmos"]

like i said in my previous post of this topic, i may be able to help and i could be someone to talk to.

[hyliakitty]

Well its clear....

My sister is going to the hospital..

She leaves tomorrow so I'm saying my goodbyes to her for now...

["cosmos"]

i am so sorry to here that, Hylia. i hope she gets better.

[hyliakitty]

She's gone...I feel like I let my sister down...I tried my best to take care of her and get her better but I feel like I failed...I wish I could do something! I can only visit her ONCE a week! Its not fair

["cosmos"]

all i can say is cherish the moments we have with her.